waa.. di na q maxado nakakaupdate di2.. kakatamad mg pc d2. gus2 q sa haus nmn. hihi^^ anyway, its my 3rd day in CA. galing aq khapon sa san francisco wearing a tshirt, pants, and slippers. my god. ang ginaw. hahaha.. ang lakas ng loob qng hindi mgdala ng sweater and hnd mglongsleeves. good thing my auntie and i had almost the same size so i just borrowed some of her sweaters and coats. hhahaha.. kso nkpgjacket lng dn nmn aq nung gabi na. anyway. ayus ung downtown sa sfo. i love it. hihi^^

wait. sa school naman. hmmm. i heard that i am in the list in auf (mga bagsak daw) and i need to see the dean. hahaha. natural. cno ba nmn hnd babagsak na hindi pa nag finals sa major subjects(anatomy&phc) hehe.. pero hnd nmn tlg aq bagsak. to clarify some things. hihi^^ nakausap na ng parents q ang dean and LC before aq umalis. i was requesting for an advance exams kso hnd dw pede yun pro sa nov5 nlng dw aq mgeexams kauwi q. kaya un. hehehe.. share lang.. ok..

my fingers are freezing right now.. naninigas na sila.. hehe.. ok. til my nxt post.

its my bday pla yesterday. hahaha, thnx sa mga nggreet and hnd q rn cla nreplyn kc 25/txt eh. kuripot aq. hihi^^ kya un.. thnx thnx.. mwah…

nah. i just got home and wanna guess where ive been?! well, my cousin, actually my aunt, but since we are both 17, she introduced me to her friends and classmates as her cousin.

okay. anyway, going back, ive been to her school, st. petersburg high school and i sit-in to her class. god. nosebleed. imagine, i was surrounded by american people. but ofcourse i need to talk to them, in ENGLISH! goodness. buti nalang marami rami ang nabaon qng english.. hahaha..

we(my friends&i) even joked in my own class, because we had 1 classmate who speaks english and doesnt understand tagalog though she is a filipino, that everytime we talk to her, we always say nosebleed. things like that. tapos kabira ne. everybody around me are english speaking people. anyway, i appreciate them so much. they are very friendly..

but that was not the end. i realized that it wasnt that naka2nosebleed talaga cause i can understand and speak in english so, all the first five class where i sit-in went all fine. finally, i learned that my cousin’s last subject is spanish. damn. wala akong alam sa spanish. i was bringing with me a pepsi cola and i was seated in the front seat. i didnt know that their teacher doesnt allow students to bring such. and then ofcourse, she warned me in SPANISH. god. i was like what the hell is she talking about. hahaha. tapos sabi lang pala nya, as my cousin translated, i should place my pepsi beside the sink. naku naku. super nosebleed inabot q. hahaha. sana man lang noh kahit yung pinsan ko sana marunong magtagalog kaso hindi rin eh. kaya yun. nachallenge ako sa english and spanish. hahaha. pero nakakaintindi naman ako kahit papano ng conting spanish word kaso hindi ko lang magets talaga pag pinagsama sama na. hehe.

 anyway, sitting in an american class is really a good experience for me. i saw the difference with the way american teaches in class compared to filipinos. and i therefore conclude, mas magulo tayo. hahahaha. swear.

touch down- a phrase which is usually quoted by others when they finally arrived their destination. yes. touch down. i had a safe flight. haha. i may be enjoying a bit right now. a bit coz i havent taken my final exams in anatomy and PHC yet. huhu. i will take them both on nov5. gosh. nosebleed.

 right now, ill be spending the rest of the sembreak here in US. 10 days in FL, and another 10 in CA. we just arrived here last night, around 11 pm, oct 13 (philippines: 11am oct14).

so far, its just my first day and id been to Dillards already, a mall in tampa, and watched a movie too. it will cost you $7 to buy a movie ticket. its way too expensive compared to the philippines. lol. haha. but i do love the malls. super. hollister, ae, abercrombie, express, aeropostale, claire’s, etc are some of my favorite brands and they all have outlets in here. wee.

ill post some pics soon. i need to borrow some usb port. stupidity. i forgot my own. haha. so i cant transfer any photos that i took.

wahaha. funny. i am here AGAIN updating my blog, writing a new post, after bidding the blogging world goodbye, temporarily. hehe. pero i think i’l be saying a temporary goodbye nextweek palang. talaga. for real. final week na kasi eh. pero for now, let me continue with this post….

hmm. i guess, the reason why i said that is not really because im too busy with my studies rather wala lng talaga akong maisip na topic. i just realize now, as in now lang, that im not yet that busy para hindi q mbgyan ng time ang aking mumunting blogita ko. hehe.

nah. im just happy. super. as in. i really feel good. nakikiayon ang panahon sakin. wahaha.

wanna know why? i have a lot of reasons.

• first. my prob about my final exams in anatomy. well, i cant explain further about it for now, pero sooner, isusulat ko rin dito bkt ko pinoproblema yun. so yun, naayos na. haha. nakahinga din ako nang malalim.

• tapos ung rle physical assessment return demo. god. imagine, 1 pair per CI lang ang matatapos sa isang meeting at kumusta naman, we only have 3 CIs every monday and meron nalang kami 2 meetings to go para matapos magdemo ang lahat. nagbunot na ang mga CI namin for 3 lucky pairs na magdedemo, too bad, hindi kami nabunot. huhu. gusto kc namin monday magdemo kesa wed. ganito nga ung comparison namin eh.. nagvovolunteer kami ngayon, and we consider it as suicide, tapos kung naman sa wednesday pa kami mabubunot para magdemo, naku, murder na yun. or pede rin PAS (physician assisted suicide) hahaha. bakit namin nasabi yun?? basta. hehe. pero pano naging mabuti yun kung hindi kmi nbunot. ryt? ganito kc yun, yung first pair na nabunot, their not yet that ready so they were given the chance to continue or repeat their demo next meeting so, our CI asked for brave souls (ahem ahem) para magvolunteer. haha. at kami yun. so yun. nakaraos din kami ni anne marie. my pair. hehe. guess what. were so lucky with our ci too. hehe. ok p grade namin. weee. .

• next reason. anatomy. dati, i really hate post test because after discussing the whole system, review for 10-15 mins, quiz agad. come on. qmsta naman yun. pero dahil dun, agad kami natapos sa anatomy. imagine, we still have 2 mor meetings to go yet tapos na lahat ng discussion namin until reproductive system nung pang friday. 2nd quiz plng namin nyan sa wed na HINDI post test. yung kc quiz namin last time hindi rin post test kya 2nd na nyan. pero i guess naka 7-8 quizzes din kami sa ana. tpos yun, free time na daw namin yung next meetings namin sabi ng instructor namin. weeee. oha. saya.

• speech demoin english. hay. natapos din akonung thursday. wala nako prob sa english. weeee..

so yun, that are my reasons. haha. ang babaw noh? pero napasaya nila ako. superr. hehehe. obvious ba. ehe.

temporarily, ill be saying goodbye to the blogging world for about a week or two.

hahaha. yah. temporary lang naman. tapusin nalang tong sem and then active na ulit. hihi^^

i’ll be back sooon..

finally im here again, updating my blog. well, ive been busy lately due to school works. i had my speech demonstration awhile ago in english wherein it is considered as our final exam. gosh. i wasnt that prepared but i think it end up just fine. thank god. days are passing too fast. just few more weeks of patience and effort and finally it would be our sembreak.

gosh. i think im too brave enough to take the final examinations in advance. goodness. but i dont have any choice. i really need to study my lessons now as a preparation for the coming major exams. gudluck to all of us. esp me. haha.

tentative date of final exam: october 8-12, 2007

waaah.. i hope its official. i really need to finish this sem before october 13. grabe. maybe your wondering why pero basta. dapat final na yun. tinanong q din anatomy teacher namin sabi nmn nya oct9-12. wahaha. ayus lng dn yun. bsta dpt before october 13. hahaha.

anyway, 2 weeks from now, it will be our final exam. time really runs so fast. imagine, we are almost halfway with our 2nd yr in nursing. ang bilis. i still remember the times when i was still accomplishing my application form for auf and now qmsta nmn, 2nd yr nq. hahaha. wala lng. by now, i can say na nakapagadjust nako sa college life. iba ang high school sa college. but they are both fun. mas madami nga lang pressure ngayon college and freedom is freedom talaga. hahaha. but i super duper miss my high school life. my friends. my teachers. my classmates. my school. everyone. haha.

naku naku. naloko nanaman ako. sabi nila out na daw corunum natin (HFA batch 2006) pero qmsta nmn. false alarm nanaman. kelan kaya yun matatapos?? naku. baka tapos na tayo college. hahaha.

yeah. you’ve read it right. the letter is addressed to my future husband.. BUT this doesnt mean that i will be marrying soon. haha. its just that we had an activity awhile ago in CFE wherein we have to write a letter to our future husband/wife. sounds weird right? actually as i was writing, i feel very weird too. imagine, you don’t really know, and you are very clueless with whom the letter is addressed. Malay ko ba sino magiging asawa ko diba. So yun, all of us wrote our own letters, our teacher, Mr.Bustos even read some of my classmates’ work. haha. nakakahiya. lumabas ang kacornihan ng mga tao. hahaha. buti nalang at hindi ako agad nagpass. one of my classmate even indicated in his letter that kahit na daw magbebenta nalang xa ng fishball of taho basta daw para sa future family nya gagawin nya. hahaha. biruin mo?! haha. cge. dahil binulgar ko ung sa classmate ko, share ko din part ng akin. haha. bsta, nilagay q dun, kahit hindi ako singer or hindi talaga ako nagkakanta, il sing on my wedding day. hahaha. yung from this moment on. hahaha. la lang. siguro nasulat q lng yun pero hindi q talaga magagawa. hahahaha. why not. malay naten? hehehe.

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impromptu is over. guess what?! nabunot kung question is about sa philippines. waaaa. i hate it. parang what is the common misconception about your country ata yung question. ih. pero ayus lng. so far so good. hahaha.

well.. its been a while again. haha. i was quite busy few ago due to scheduled debuts which i didnt attended. haha. friday.saturday.sunday. 3 days of consecutive invitations. ok, i attended the debut of bea last fri at fontana convention but i wasnt able to attend to the debut of melissa and chx. sorry girls, i really wanted to but i cant.

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very slow.. waa.. solid. super late na kami sa rle nmn. imagine nagrereturn demo parin kami hangga ngayon qmsta nmn un. i know other sections are having their history taking already kaya yun, wag na kayong mabibigla. late talaga kami. as in super late. huhu. pano na lng qng hnd kami agad matapos? waaa.. make up classes. nafifeel q na. naman.

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impromptu speech tomorrow! and here are some questions that i really want to answer. i wish i cant pick any of these out of 200+ questions. hahaha. i wish.

“If you could be a fictional film or literary character, who would you be and why?”

“If you could be anyone in the world, who would it be?”

“What makes you blush?”

“Some say having cosmetic plastic surgery is no different from having false teeth or wearing contact lenses. Liposuction, for instance, has become quite popular. If you are given the chance to have cosmetic plastic surgery absolutely free, will you have it?”

“If you could only have one of the five senses, which one would you pick and why?”

“If you could know one thing about your future, what would that be?”

“If you could choose only one, would you choose to be smart, rich or beautiful and why?”

“Let’s make believe that all of a sudden you won millions in the national lottery. What’s the first thing you would buy and why?”

“Could you ever marry someone your parents disapprove?”

and more more questions to go… someday, i can answer all of those. haha.

hahaha. as my title show, its obvious. its all about my dream. what i want to attain in the future as a student.

The first and basically what i want for now is to graduate and finish my course. BSN. whew. passing anatomy for now signals a good remark. and then, having a successful CDX, passing microbiology, capping, pinning and graduating. haha. thats what i want. well, i guess anyone who studies would want everything that i wrote. after all those stuff, i want to end up passing the board exams. weee. aileen pamela s. malang, R.N. wahahahaha. i love it. hahaha.

but i also have some aspirations that seems to be out of this world. want to know what it is?? hahaha. to be a topnotcher in the nursing licensure examinations. hello aileen ok ka lng?! haha. ya. youve read it right. well. thats just a dream anyway, and who knows, it might turn out to be for real. hahahaha. i wish. well well. thats for me. and i dont have any plans to graduate as cumlaude or whatsoever. as long as i will be aileen pamela s. malang, R.N., i will be satisfied. weee. sabi nga nila, kahit pasang awa lang daw ang grades mo, basta grumaduate and makapasa ng board, wala na pake ang iba sa grades nun. importante lang talaga is the diploma and the R.N.

haha. baka nagtaka kau bakit bigla kong naisip maging topnotcher, wala lng, nakita ko kasi yung mga names ng 2006 topnotchers sa wall ng AUF lobby. haha. i wish my name would be there too. someday. i wish. haha.

“If you can imagine it, you can create it. If you can dream it, you can become it.” -Ward, William Arthur